You remember that feeling of having to go up on stage when you were a kid in a stupid costume and having to say some lines in front of a huge audience? That gut wrenching feeling of being slightly embarrassed and afraid? That's me right now.
Today I started work early to leave early and go to the optometrist. I have to do a visual field test - it's a test where a technician shines a bright light in your peripherals to diagnose and/or monitor glaucoma. I'm terrified. I don't know what to expect and I literally asked everyone if they have ever done this test.. nope, nope and nope. There's not one person out there that can tell me what to expect? According to statistics not a lot of young people have glaucoma so that's probably why my circle of friends haven't had this test. But hey, if they ever get it done they can come to me.
I'm going to keep myself distracted.
Speaking (or more so blogging) about distractions here's a good one, Jack and I received notice that the lady who owns our condo wants to SELL. So we have to move by the end of August otherwise we'll be living in a hotel or with one of our parents.. For this reason, I've cancelled August long weekend at the cottage - which I planned months and months ago - :( because you have to be responsible right? Both of us have to stay focused, do our research, book appointments, pre mortgage approval etc..
Did I also forget to mention that Jack quit drinking?
Let that sink in.
One of my dear drinking buddies hasn't had the sauce in 2 weeks. And it's in perfect timing - Patio season! Then again, since we have to move, we have to save our finances and one of our social hobbies used to be drinking so this works in our favour.
Did I also forget to mention that as of yesterday I decided to quit too?
I'm not a nice drunk anymore and having that feeling of knowing how you hurt someone's feelings isn't so great. Plus, sleeping in and wasting a day isn't my jam anymore. I'm over it. Time to grow up, save money and own a home!
... which I should probably search some places right now. Stay tuned!
PS: Almost at 3L and it's only 2:30 pm!!
Today I started work early to leave early and go to the optometrist. I have to do a visual field test - it's a test where a technician shines a bright light in your peripherals to diagnose and/or monitor glaucoma. I'm terrified. I don't know what to expect and I literally asked everyone if they have ever done this test.. nope, nope and nope. There's not one person out there that can tell me what to expect? According to statistics not a lot of young people have glaucoma so that's probably why my circle of friends haven't had this test. But hey, if they ever get it done they can come to me.
I'm going to keep myself distracted.
Speaking (or more so blogging) about distractions here's a good one, Jack and I received notice that the lady who owns our condo wants to SELL. So we have to move by the end of August otherwise we'll be living in a hotel or with one of our parents.. For this reason, I've cancelled August long weekend at the cottage - which I planned months and months ago - :( because you have to be responsible right? Both of us have to stay focused, do our research, book appointments, pre mortgage approval etc..
Did I also forget to mention that Jack quit drinking?
Let that sink in.
One of my dear drinking buddies hasn't had the sauce in 2 weeks. And it's in perfect timing - Patio season! Then again, since we have to move, we have to save our finances and one of our social hobbies used to be drinking so this works in our favour.
Did I also forget to mention that as of yesterday I decided to quit too?
I'm not a nice drunk anymore and having that feeling of knowing how you hurt someone's feelings isn't so great. Plus, sleeping in and wasting a day isn't my jam anymore. I'm over it. Time to grow up, save money and own a home!
... which I should probably search some places right now. Stay tuned!
PS: Almost at 3L and it's only 2:30 pm!!
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