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I can't even

I can't even begin to express what a frustrating day it was today.

Another Tuesday has come and gone and I don't have any wine. Which I am in dire need.
I've been up since 4:45 am - got my shit together and went to the gym this morning and did lower body. Here is my workout:
5 sets of 10
Hip adductor: 150 lb
Hip abductor: 70 lb
Leg extension: 55 lb (Omg and I was struggling after the third set)
Horizontal calf: 160 lb (yay!)
+ 20 minutes cardio

Before doing my leg extension I thought I was going to barf. I was SO hungry. I have no idea what came over me but I couldn't even start another exercise without eating otherwise I would vomit or pass out. I scrambled through my bag and ate about 5 sweet potato crackers.

 I finally finish my workout and then we are leaving the parking lot and Jack points to a goose - "That fcker only has one leg!!! BAHAHAHAHAHAHA" I'm laughing with him until I notice his leg is propped up on his chest ... so he did look like a peg leg. Guess you had to be there. But it was funny!

 Get to work by 7:45 am. Intern arrives at 8:30 am. Doctor comes in by 8:40 am and co worker arrives right at 9:00 am. The day starts off slow until something random happens to my computer - IT CRASHES.

What the actual fck.

The EMR system has problems re-connecting. I figure I have to do a back up restore. Tried it twice and restarted the computer at least 5 times. Nope. My computer was the only computer that was connected to the printer. TUESDAY IS A CLINIC DAY. We have to print off the patients consult notes and referral letters and their diagnostic reports (if any). It was a fcking nightmare. So pretty much we had to take blank papers, write the patient's name, date and diagnosis.

The doctor eventually asks my coworker to grab lunch. She leaves. An hour passes. "Wheres so and so" and I'm just like "I told you when you ask her to grab lunch she leaves for an hour and whatever" so he calls her.... and she came to the office 5 minutes later. HOW THE HELL DOES IT TAKE AN HOUR TO GET FOOD? Did they literally make every single thing from scratch and go into the back and pick the vegetables from the ground, clean them and then prep and cook them? Obviously it's a lie. It turns out she ate out too. Wow.

I don't get breaks. I don't get a lunch. My computer crashes and shes sitting on her butt staring at her screen - the one working computer instead of doing work. Let's count that as a break and a lunch break. While my computer was busted I did have a couple more crackers and liverwurst (omg love that stuff). Long story short without getting frustrated again - computer gets fixed, more patient's come, coworker is chatting with the patients about personal stuff instead of working and I eat my lunch at 3:45 pm.

By that time I'm snapping at patients and at my coworker. I also got my period which didn't help. Now where's Jack? I need my wine. Next blog (after wine) I'll post about my mac n' cheese recipe! I can't enjoy it because when I came home I snacked on crackers and now I'm just full. I literally can't win at life. Stay tuned.

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