I used to tell myself "if I don't make it to the gym by --- (insert time)" or "if I'm not at the gym by 6:30 pm I'm not going. I'll just do cardio on the WiiU instead". But what I failed to realize all those times is that doing cardio won't make you fit. It won't help you to reach your goal. It won't make you strong as a whole. Sure it will make your legs strong but that's it. You don't get a booty by doing cardio.
Contradictory to this post, I was doing cardio this morning and with a good reason. There was an accident close to where Jack drops me off. I got so excited! TWO fire trucks, an ambulance, a tow truck and a cop car... my excitement diminished when I came up to the accident and behold - it was a tiny fender bender. At least I got a beautiful picture so it was still worth it. I couldn't go for a walk on my lunch - it was Brrr damn cold. Like frig, winter weather can kiss my ass. Either be winter with glistening snow or fck off. It's mostly the wind I dislike. I guess I'm just in a complaining kind of mood. I'm mostly upset with myself.
End of April I told myself:
Anna, you can do this. You are not going to drink alcohol - no beer, no wine, no booze - NOTHING until your birthday. You are also going to be a strong woman. No hesitations. No excuses. You will get your butt to the gym either by 5:30 am before work or DEFINITELY after work. You will work hard, eat well and achieve the body you desire.
With all this being said I was good until this past Monday. This is the day when I wanted to give my warning about my two weeks notice to the boss' wife but instead HE was with her and when I was giving the warning, she handed the phone to him. So let's just say Monday was a bit stressful for me. Which carried onto Tuesday when he came into the office to discuss it... Tuesday was shot. Yesterday was Wednesday and I went for a walk on my lunch - so that was cardio - however I still planned on going to the gym after work which obviously didn't happen. Which leads to today. I just feel super guilty because that's my lack of workouts and here's my food -
I DON'T EVEN KNOW!
I haven't logged my food but other than those delicious wraps, I know I've been bad. I don't even want to blog about it but I know afterwards I'll feel better about it. Monday is too long ago, I can't remember but I know either Sunday or Monday I had all you can eat .. yeah you know I remember I posted about that. Whatever day it was, it happened. Tuesday I had the beers (during the day I had a wrap). Yesterday I had a wrap, an apple, tons of water (as per usual) and then this happens...
So Jack and I are laying in bed watching YouTube videos. And he suddenly turns to me, "lets skip the walk and get pizza instead" and I look at him, nudge his head to the side and whisper "I was thinking the same thing!" Literally I was.
And I don't know why. Like I wanted to go for the walk but I also didn't want to cook dinner. In a way I miss meal prepping but also in a way I started to get bored really easily. And I hate to say it but I'm thinking I'm going to start making eggs for dinner every night. Or something of high protein, low carb and loads of veggies. I should really start making my own salad dressings because that would be absolutely perfect. Anyways, it's home time. Stay tuned.
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