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I fell off the wagon.

There shouldn't be a wagon anyways. Let's just say I geared away from my healthy lifestyle. This past weekend Friday until now (currently on the road) I was away in Niagara Falls.

I brought my runners, dri fit clothes, extra socks etc to make it to the gym. And then my friend was just like "be fat with me and don't go to the gym". And then I didn't. I can't give into other people's lifestyles. I have to hold my own. I made this blog to be accountable (which I am) but I want to stay in the mind set that I can do this. I WANT to do this. I HAVE to do this. I don't want to torture my organs anymore. I want to be there for my children and be alive, healthy and happy.

As usual I'm getting off the topic. Let's go back to eating poorly in Niagara:

Yes I walked the strip. Like a lot. Got my steps (yay) but also made bad decisions food wise.  Friday wasn't too bad - steak and veggies then ended the night with vodka, juice and some slushie thing (God it was ridiculously sweet).

Saturday we slept in. I checked into my room and had a cider. I've decided my body cannot handle carbonated drinks in the least bit. I don't drink pop and I've been off of beer for awhile. Having a cider was the worst thing for me - I had acid reflux all night and I was so exhausted by 8 pm I just wanted to crash. I practically begged my boyfriend to walk me back to the room so I can just go to sleep.

Saturday day time we walked the strip and stopped in at Niagara brewing company - craft beers and a mini beer store inside. It was nice - hipster nice with live music and tons of beards lol. I tried a pumpkin ale (still haven't figured out how to add pictures so this will be on my IG).

Sunday was no different - eating tons of carbs and drinking booze. The more I talk about it the more guilty I feel. Which is good - t will push me to have an awesome week, get my steps and attempt another week.

I have decided this week I will do a combination of gym and Focus T 25. If I don't do a day of Focus I will not beat myself up about it. I will go to the gym and crush a workout. I will not feel poorly about myself anymore. This is a journey. It's not a quick fix and  already at the finish line. These are the things I have to remind myself about and to remember to smile. Life is too short to be unhappy.
Thanks for reading. Stay tuned!


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