Yesterday I flopped. I was craving wings so badly and the funny thing is - that I didn't even get wings!
Instead I got this beautiful creation of deep fried and battered onion rings topped with a cesar / parmesan dressing. If I didn't have other priorities like MAJOR priorities that must be taken care of today (such as going to the gym) I would have these all up in my face. But I just can't. Tuesday I went out, Monday I indulged in wine, yesterday I went out and also had 1 and half glass of wine. I don't know what it is but I can't have wine with my dinner. I find the food goes down easier with ice cold water. Or just water period. If I'm drinking any sort of booze, for me, it has to be first thing like an appetizer or while socializing or after dinner like a dessert. PS on the note of food - I also had tuna salad with probiotic yogurt (as seen below) as a snack and post walk leftover chicken and veggies.
Yesterday was gorgeous. If I wasn't super hungry, my feet were dying from not wearing my running shoes. I walked about 30 minutes before having an inner thought talk to myself about bailing on my usual 60 minute walk. It was absolutely gorgeous out and I can't wait for this rain to disappear - I got some serious walks to get to. I was talking to Jack yesterday over dinner (which I ended up getting poutine) and we agreed we both need to get back in shape - like badly. Mind you, I have never been fit. Like, never. I've been smaller but I always had somewhat of a stomach .. even just a little pouch. I really don't want to stress eat or binge eat anymore. Eating out and drinking all the time has taken a toll on my body. Seriously. SERIOUSLY. After Christine's wedding, I'm all for the healthy eating! Most of the time I'm like 'gym gym gym' but if I want to get rid of this stomach I have to eat properly. And the gym alone will not make the cut.
Speaking of eating properly. All week I have not meal prepped - I mean, I did a bit when I roasted the mixed veggies but I'll be honest, they were store bought pre cut up veggies and I did the brussel sprouts myself. Other than that it's been eating out. Although, I can say I've been proud of myself for one thing: Every other day I have been waking up by 6:20 am to commit myself to abdomen and my love handle workout. Today I focused on obliques (love handles) and did 250 ankle touches and 100 abdomen assisted crunches. If it's raining on my lunch break I'm thinking of doing more ankle touches, girl push ups (on my knees) and some dead lifts. We don't have weights in the office but we have boxes of thousands of papers. I figure I can get creative and use that.
Tonight I want to focus on my legs with the weights. I haven't been to the gym since Saturday and it's killing me. I am feeling the guilt.
Plan for after work:
- haul my butt to the gym and work on legs + minor cardio
- quickly run to the grocery store and grab whatever veggie that's on sale to roast for dinner
- work on speeches and shoe game
- pass out.
I CAN DO IT! Stay tuned..
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