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I cracked.

It's day 5 and I cracked.
I was thinking about drinking the moment the maintenance guy opened the window and I saw the sun shine and reflect off the window. It was peering in the room as I painted. The worst paint job ever by the way.

PSYCH.
I told myself I wasn't going to drink until my birthday and I plan to stick with that for as long as I can. I didn't drink. Instead I barely ate today - there was a lot going on and we went off site today to the new location. Time was flying so fast I didn't realize I didn't really eat. By the time the day was over and the Rogers tech left, it was 4:30 pm and Jack had picked me up.

I wasn't hangry not yet anyways but I knew I had to eat soon before I got hangry. We drove around aimlessly not knowing where to go. We both knew we wanted something somewhat healthy and we are both trying not to drink alcohol or beer. We passed a lot of sushi places until Jack said "we should have just stayed in our area and got sushi" and then the light bulb went on in my head too. Dang. DRIVE!!! We weren't terribly far from our house but we drove all the way back to get All You Can Eat sushi.. it was delicious.

Broccoli and sweet potato tempura, spring roll, spare beef ribs, beef tereyaki maki, gyoza, edamame just to name a few. I also had strawberry ice cream and a shot of tiramisu. I would have eaten more because I actually enjoy over eating and binge eating but Jack stopped me. Thank god too because I would have felt like ass right about now. I love that man. Anyways, I have to dedicate my next post to my favourite vegetable. Can anyone guess what it is? Stay tuned.

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